Thursday, July 10, 2008

处理情绪

面对自己的情绪对话?
每个人心中都有个小孩,
你多久没有呵护他了呢?
他是多么的需要你,
多么的希望你把它给抱起来,
就像真的小孩一样无助。

人的世界,
每个人都慌慌张张,
苍苍处处,
盲盲目目,
谁又去说自己在乎。
那么,
你花了多少的时间,
听听你的内心的小孩的呻吟。

晚上关上门,
一个人独处,
发现自己每天重复做自己不爱做的事,
爱自己不爱的人,
我的心在哭,
如此遥远却如此清楚,
我听见我的心在哭,
像孩子一样的无助。

心,
宣泄,
发怒,
如何释放情怀?
爱自己的小孩。
聆听你的心。
它就在你的周围渴望着你的爱。

Sunday, July 6, 2008

无题

爱自己?
简称自爱。
这个词对我来说很陌生,
所以我根本就没资格去爱别人。
因为,我根本不会爱自己。
怎么爱自己。
怎么善待自己。
脑子里总是想一些让自己不开心的事。
醒醒吧!!!!
你再酱下去会疯的!除了你自己,没人会同情也没人会对你的喜怒哀乐感付责任!
为何要作践自己想一些无聊的东西啊?

看着一对朋友,
处境和我们当时一模一样,
多想念昔日的我们。
但好景已不常。
你说不想再从我这听到有关我们之间昔日的关系。
我不敢再向你提。
在这提。

你说你会心疼自己的朋友因对你有感觉而痛苦,
但是,
那个朋友却不是我。
因为,那时的你已经不再注重我了,而是她,也只有她的痛苦对你来说是一回事。
那么我这朋友呢?

有句话说:
yesterday is a history,
tomorrow is a mystery,
today is the legendary.

既然如此,
也好,
我该像这句话一样,
不再想过去,
也不在憧憬未来。
而是保握现在。
只有我现在的一切才是最重要的。

Thursday, July 3, 2008

名言*——*

看戏,其实内心有点内疚,
身为学生,没做好本分,
却在忙着追戏。。。哈哈
实在不该。

但是,收获可不是没有的,
今日名言:

1.不要为失去而哭,而是要为曾经拥有而笑。
2. give more,expect less.
3.快乐的秘诀是:不要因喜欢而做某件事情,而是去喜欢自己做的的每件事情。
4. 大考大玩,小考小玩,不考就不玩。

exam

For your knowledge,i just had my exam just now which is 3/7/2008 11.30am (after waiting for the whole morning,finally it is my chance....haha


This exam is name as LONG CASE ASSESSMENT-----which is a doctor will be assessing you on how you take history,how u performed physical examination and lastly they will ask about the management for that particular patients.

Depends on luck for which examiner you will get,what case they will give and what questions they wish to ask.If u are lucky,easily you will called it a day,but if you are not,then u might pray to the god on how well you wish your examiner will be to pass you.

It is not the exam that making u freak( i mean during the exam,as it is jut like what we are practicing daily,the only difference is that the answer is no more coming out from the prof. or doc.s' mouth,instead they are expecting us to tell them),it is the time where u lingers around wondering when is your turn,what will the prof or doc be asking is the main issue that making your pulse rate raise to 120bpm which is considered tarchycardia for a normal people.

In lay man's term, it is just like a husband waiting for the wife to deliver, or a boyfriend waiting for her girlfriend to agree with her marriage, or even, a patients waiting for the doctor's diagnosis or even worse a law breaker waiting for the judge to penal him.

Life's usually gets along.They have been planned perfectly.
Just learn how to love what u do instead of doing what u love and then u will find out that actually u are living in a happy world, although some increase in heart beat is crucial to make yourself more alive,but take it as what it is.

I just went through my long case....huhu....hope things will be all right.
good luck