pain

Aching all over my body,ulcer in my mouth( stop me from talking and laughing so much as i wish),nerve compression(as those said by the doc of knowledge) stop me from my loved:squash and swimming!!!!wei,enough!!i want freedom from pain...god why this aching feeling always attack me?one minute on my surface organ one minute in the depth of my heart?y?want to know how it hurt my heart?it is easy( i figure out myself the pathogenesis):when u miss someone -> your brain will secrete cause sympathetic nerve to secrete the NA( i doubt) -> cause your heart rate to increase ->then what?your heart will contract more then increase bp and u felt sick( haha do u believe in what i said?better don't cause i am just fooling around with the thing that is so blur in my head) but haha thanks for being fool by me hihi...
But missing someone and learn that the someone is sad and u are unable to help out or learn that those precious time that actually should spend with u is not spend with u....that is the time u will started to felt distress...what more when u find out that that someone is running away from u or he din't actually miss u so much as u miss him...???

thus all of above cause all the ache all over my body!!god gracious when will this end?i want to go for my exercise.....haha cause i am gaining weight( don't believe?just try to hv a chance to pinch my abdominal area u will find that my body actually consist of a lot of fat at that area)

yayaya i am not going to talk anymore in this stupid medical terms lah
haha
bored myself ady
ok thanks for giving a space to express myself