pain

Aching all over my body,ulcer in my mouth( stop me from talking and laughing so much as i wish),nerve compression(as those said by the doc of knowledge) stop me from my loved:squash and swimming!!!!wei,enough!!i want freedom from pain...god why this aching feeling always attack me?one minute on my surface organ one minute in the depth of my heart?y?want to know how it hurt my heart?it is easy( i figure out myself the pathogenesis):when u miss someone -> your brain will secrete cause sympathetic nerve to secrete the NA( i doubt) -> cause your heart rate to increase ->then what?your heart will contract more then increase bp and u felt sick( haha do u believe in what i said?better don't cause i am just fooling around with the thing that is so blur in my head) but haha thanks for being fool by me hihi...
But missing someone and learn that the someone is sad and u are unable to help out or learn that those precious time that actually should spend with u is not spend with u....that is the time u will started to felt distress...what more when u find out that that someone is running away from u or he din't actually miss u so much as u miss him...???

thus all of above cause all the ache all over my body!!god gracious when will this end?i want to go for my exercise.....haha cause i am gaining weight( don't believe?just try to hv a chance to pinch my abdominal area u will find that my body actually consist of a lot of fat at that area)

yayaya i am not going to talk anymore in this stupid medical terms lah
haha
bored myself ady
ok thanks for giving a space to express myself

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a day with friends from hometown

i wish to type in Manderin,but too bad my computer can't type manderin in this momment,so in the mean time hah just need to write it in english.

Friends from my hometown are here in my house(my new house now) and wow,quite tired to go out like that with them.and guess what,one of my friend,he is very bz with his gf until he is unable to attend and meet us,but well,we all understand him,so just let him lah.

this is the first time that i go out with 3 boys to explore a tunnel at jalan pahang just to cross a big road and reach our new condo at vistana,damn it is quite dark and at that momment i thought that i will die or robbed or being rape in there(haha although they say i din't hv enough quality to attract a man to do so towards me,but hey dear friend i still scared,ok?I am still a girl,a lady although i do join guys all the time).

hoohohoooho........headache......need to take a bath now,so see u soon dear chat room.see u nxt time