thinking of my age of 22 and going to be 23 this year, yet, my action and mind development is going the other way round.
socially phobic, scared to see crowded people around me, scared people stare at me, strangers look at my direction, supervisors asking me questions, friend who i am not so close to talking to me, and also even go alone to ward or anywhere....
dependent on someone...
like a kid independent on her mum....
need security...
i need a womb to protect me!
need a womb to cover me up, so that i am not invisible yet not felt treat.
cause I'M still a BABY.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
my dream teaching hospital
My dream teaching hospital?
well, apparently i'm thinking that mine dream teaching hospital should be like a big family style.
supervisors = our parents
teachers, professors= our relatives
course mates/seniors/juniors/ = brothers and sisters
patients = our friends
just like a big happy family, helping each other out, think of the greatest of yr family, sacrifice for it, and share among each others.
however, sometimes it is brutal to say that, this imaginary picture just doesn't appear to be anywhere nearer from what it is in the hospital.
patients were just patients, we aren't sharing much with them, and what most care was just disease base instead of patients feelings. would you treat your relatives like that??And would they at the same time treat you as their closest friends?hmmm...i wonder....what they can think of is the doctor, trying to slice me,cut me, or just procrastinating the time of treatment....sounds like untrue,thou.There are doctors do really care about patients, but...there are still holes to fill up.
students as brothers and sisters? sometimes, when the challenge was too intense, where we need to fight to survive, there will be no one happy enough to share.Hating each other for fighting over the same and limited learning chance.However not all, still have space of improvement. I mean, we do fight with our own siblings for somethings sometimes, so fighting makes relationships closer?hope so in here.
supervisors to students? too much students for one supervisors just like parents with too many kids.they din have time for all of them, even they wish to help them, train them, and practice them, they can't really make all perfect. and....maybe some might old enough to have amnesia to forget their children....which i hope this won't happened, who knows.
If this were a family, i think, i rather fight for them, work as a team; but if this is an individual stuff for a hospital, i can't felt the spirit to carry on the battle alone. I just like to be part of the team, being a team and win the battle with this very team. FAMILY...
well, apparently i'm thinking that mine dream teaching hospital should be like a big family style.
supervisors = our parents
teachers, professors= our relatives
course mates/seniors/juniors/ = brothers and sisters
patients = our friends
just like a big happy family, helping each other out, think of the greatest of yr family, sacrifice for it, and share among each others.
however, sometimes it is brutal to say that, this imaginary picture just doesn't appear to be anywhere nearer from what it is in the hospital.
patients were just patients, we aren't sharing much with them, and what most care was just disease base instead of patients feelings. would you treat your relatives like that??And would they at the same time treat you as their closest friends?hmmm...i wonder....what they can think of is the doctor, trying to slice me,cut me, or just procrastinating the time of treatment....sounds like untrue,thou.There are doctors do really care about patients, but...there are still holes to fill up.
students as brothers and sisters? sometimes, when the challenge was too intense, where we need to fight to survive, there will be no one happy enough to share.Hating each other for fighting over the same and limited learning chance.However not all, still have space of improvement. I mean, we do fight with our own siblings for somethings sometimes, so fighting makes relationships closer?hope so in here.
supervisors to students? too much students for one supervisors just like parents with too many kids.they din have time for all of them, even they wish to help them, train them, and practice them, they can't really make all perfect. and....maybe some might old enough to have amnesia to forget their children....which i hope this won't happened, who knows.
If this were a family, i think, i rather fight for them, work as a team; but if this is an individual stuff for a hospital, i can't felt the spirit to carry on the battle alone. I just like to be part of the team, being a team and win the battle with this very team. FAMILY...
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